J

So I keep coming across these questions between myself and that other person in your head people call the "conscious."
These Questions always seems to be tabled for another discussion and held off until next meeting and always Left as old business.

The questions that seem to always come to mind is who am I?
Where am I going with this?
What am I doing with my life?
Why do I such dumb things?

I have come to the Answer of the question who. Who am I?
I am the guy who brings smiles to people's faces. The guy who is always wanted around.
I am the guy who says outlandish things and gets away with it.
I am the guy ladies can't help but to adore and guys can't help but hate to be around. I am a lost cause on a road to lead to uncertainty.
A man with no plan, no map, no compass, giving the finger to the road less traveled and swinging through vines and trees to find my own groove to the beat.
I am the guy who when out of sight is usually out of mind. A guy adored by many, liked by many more but only truly loved by a handful.
I'm the guy who you think is the perfect guy but really messed up and aspire to be half the man people think I am.
I am the healer during time of need and fade into the distance to figure out how to heal myself once your wing has mended.
I am the guy with the other perspective on life but couldn't tell you why he can't stop himself from doing illogical things.

The other Questions?
Easy...
What am I doing with my life? No clue, riding the waves until I'm brought to a shore that feels right.
Where am I going with this? Just feeling out the rhythms that come from my heart and catch the beat to the right path.
Why do I do such dumb things? Because learning not to repeat them is the purpose of the action to begin with.

I think it all fits into place.
There is no complicated answer to me. I am what you see.
No mysteries and clouded mirrors. I am what I am.
All who I can Be.



J.

-The Boy wonder Signing Off